WHEN PEOPLE THINK BEING RUDE TO TEACHERS OR PROFESSORS IS FUNNY
I picked up Young Avengers #5 today, and I came to a scene when Billy was about to kill himself to put an end to a spell gone horribly wrong. Just as he was about to do it, Loki stopped him and said “Plan A before plan B, Billy.” and I’ve just been sitting here sobbing over that line. I don’t know why, but it’s really affected me.
(Source: sttinkerbelle, via fatseux)
I’m sitting here reading Hyperbole and a Half’s post about depression, and sobbing.
“I noticed myself wishing that nothing loved me so I wouldn’t feel obligated to keep existing.”
Those words are the exact reason I haven’t ended my life. I owe too much to my boyfriend and my mom and my friends.
And the worst part is that I’m physically feeling myself pulling away from my friends because I know that they need emotional reassurance that I’m not capable of providing right now. Which makes me feel even worse that I’m not helping them, or really even interacting with them at all, and I’m just in this downward spiral of being a shitty human being.
yeah. So that’s how I feel…sort of. It’d be better if I knew how to explain things better